Episodes

Mother’s Day is a time of celebration. But for many people… it is also complicated. For some, it is joyful and loud—filled with phone calls, flowers, family lunches, and handwritten cards. For others, it arrives quietly. Some long to be mothers but never had the opportunity. Some carry the ache of broken relationships. Some think of mothers who are no longer here. Some remember kindness. Others remember wounds. And yet, when I think about motherhood, I also think about something larger than b...

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” — Romans 8:1 For those carrying regret… For those haunted by old memories… For weary souls limping into tomorrow… This gentle meditation invites you to breathe deeply, release the weight of shame, and rest in the mercy of God. Through quiet reflection, Scripture, guided breathing, and prayerful stillness, you’ll be reminded that grace has the final word. Take a few moments away from the noise and remember: your worst ...

There comes a moment when following Jesus means leaving something behind. In Gospel of Luke 9, three voices rise with good intentions—each one sincere, each one hesitant. And in each response, Jesus reveals a deeper truth: faith is not just about what we believe… it’s about whether we are willing to move forward when the moment comes. What do you do when the future feels uncertain? When grief lingers on the horizon? When the past keeps calling you back? Sometimes the most faithful words you c...

In this guided meditation on Philippians 4:6, we gently release the weight of anxiety and receive the quiet gift of gratitude. Through simple breathing, Scripture, and reflection, you’ll be invited to lay down what you’re carrying and rest in God’s presence—right here, right now. Find a quiet place, take a deep breath… and begin. Share Your Thoughts

There are places we return to—ordinary on the surface, but sacred to us. In this episode of Scattered Moments, we reflect on the quiet gift of solitude and the memories we carry from the places that shaped us. Drawing from the story in the Book of Joshua, we consider what it means to “gather stones” and remember the moments where God met us in unexpected ways. What happened in those places? And what do they still say to us now? — 🎧 Best experienced slowly… in a quiet place. Share Your Thoug...

A Guided Meditation on Book of Exodus 33:14 So many of our anxieties live in the future. The “what ifs”… the worst-case scenarios… the quiet fears we carry from one moment into the next. But God’s promise speaks directly into that tension: “My presence will go before you… and I will give you rest.” In this guided meditation, you are invited to step away from the noise of tomorrow and return to the gift of this moment—where His presence already is. Through a simple but powerful exercise, you’l...

Have you ever found yourself waiting… and wondering if help is ever going to show up? In this episode of Scattered Moments, a late-night hotel check-in turns into an unforgettable encounter with an unlikely “key master”—a weary truck driver who decides to hop the counter and help a room full of stranded guests. It’s a funny, slightly chaotic moment… but it carries a deeper truth. Because sometimes, when life feels stalled and uncertain, God doesn’t send the polished expert. He sends ordinary ...

There are moments in life when everything in you wants to push harder, think faster, and fix what feels out of control. But what if the invitation isn’t to strive… but to be still? In this guided meditation, we slow down and rest in the powerful promise of Exodus 14:14: “The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Through gentle reflection and unhurried pauses, this episode creates space to release the weight you’ve been carrying and remember that not every battle is yours to fig...

Ordinary Blessings — Scattered Moments We don’t struggle to thank God for the big things… but the quiet gifts often go unnoticed. In this episode, we reflect on the everyday mercies we walk past— food, water, rest, friendship… and even the difficult moments we’re quick to resist. Anchored in “Give thanks in all circumstances…” — 1 Thessalonians 5:18 and inspired by the quiet wisdom of Brother Lawrence, this reflection invites you to slow down and notice the grace already surrounding you. Ev...

“My soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning…” — Psalm 130:6 In this guided meditation, we slow down and sit with the quiet ache—and quiet hope—of waiting on God. A few minutes to breathe, be still, and remember: morning is coming. Best experienced in a quiet place. Take care, notice the scattered moments, and share the grace. ✨ Share Your Thoughts

Not to God. In this episode of Scattered Moments, we reflect on the heart of a Father who never stops watching the horizon… never stops waiting… never stops calling His children home. For those we love who are still wandering— for the prayers that feel unanswered— for the quiet ache of waiting— this is a reminder: God has not given up. Drawing on the story of the prodigal son, the writings of Henri Nouwen, and the enduring image of a God who pursues what seems lost, this episode invites us to...

Why do we feel the need to explain everything? When life breaks… when loss comes… when the world feels like a mess—our instinct is to find someone or something to blame. It gives us a sense of control, even if only for a moment. But what if some questions aren’t meant to be answered? In this episode of Scattered Moments, we step into the tension between chaos and control, between our need to understand and God’s invitation to trust. Through the story of Job, a quiet word from Augustine, and t...

Have you ever been asked to do something… and your first thought was, “You want me to do what?” In this episode of Scattered Moments, Matt shares a story from a moment he didn’t see coming—being asked to preach on the spot, with no preparation and no clear direction. Just a Bible. A room full of people. And that quiet panic we all know too well. As his Bible fell open to the feeding of the five thousand, one line rose to the surface: “You give them something to eat.” It wasn’t just a passage—...

There is a kind of peace that doesn’t make sense. Not the kind that comes when everything is going right… but the kind that shows up when everything has fallen apart. In this episode of Scattered Moments, Matt Tullos reflects on the lonely seasons of life—those quiet places where loss, silence, and uncertainty seem to gather. And yet… somehow… Jesus is there. Through Scripture, ancient voices, and a deeply personal reflection written in a season of hardship, this episode explores a surprising...

There is one truth I come back to when life starts to unravel—when the diagnosis lands, when the conversation looms, when the darkness gets loud: Jesus is with me. In this episode of Scattered Moments, we slow down and return to the quiet promise at the end of the Great Commission—words we often read past, but desperately need to remember. This isn’t about trying harder or holding it together. It’s about waking up to what is already true. A reflection on presence, fear, and the steady compan...

Ever have one of those moments where you’re just… done? No more energy. No more second chances. No more “maybe next time.” Just… over. In this episode of Scattered Moments, Matt Tullos shares a simple but stubborn truth—an axiom that interrupts the finality we often feel: It’s not over. From Joseph in a prison cell… to Moses in the desert… to a panicked people standing at the edge of the sea… to a tomb that had already begun to smell like death… God has a way of working in places that feel co...

What do you do when your mind races to the worst-case scenario? In this first episode of a three-part series called AXIOM, Matt reflects on a quiet but powerful phrase drawn from the life of Esther: “If I die, I die.” It sounds dark at first… but what if it’s actually the doorway to peace? Through Scripture, story, and honest reflection, this episode explores what happens when we stop trying to control the outcome—and instead place our lives fully in the hands of God. Featuring: Esther’s cour...

In this Christian devotional podcast episode, we explore Jeremiah 18 and the image of the Potter’s Wheel… What happens when life feels like it’s spinning out of control? When change leaves us disoriented… or even broken? This reflection includes a personal poem written during a season of deep transition and questioning—a time when the hands of the Potter felt both confusing and necessary. Drawing from the words of Irenaeus and the prophet Jeremiah, we are reminded that God does not discard wh...

What do you do when life places you in the dark— when circumstances close in, and faith feels tested beyond words? In this opening episode of Scattered Moments, Matt Tullos reflects on the reality that adversity is not the exception… it’s the classroom. Featuring a powerful original poem, The Belly of the Beast, this episode explores the hidden places of suffering—where loss, disappointment, addiction, betrayal, and silence converge. And yet, even there, something deeper is happening. Through...

What if the greatest truth about God is also the one we struggle to believe? That He is… approachable. In this episode of Scattered Moments, we reflect on the quiet, astonishing invitation at the heart of the gospel—that we can come near to God. Not cautiously. Not after we’ve cleaned ourselves up. But boldly… even in our weakness. Drawing from Scripture and the wisdom of the early church, this episode explores the tension we all feel—the instinct to hide, to strive, to prove ourselves—and th...

🌅 He is with us. His obituary was in the paper. The stone was in place. Rome's finest were on guard. And yet — somehow — Jesus showed up hungry for breakfast. He didn't go looking for better followers. He went back to the deniers, the doubters, the deserters. He chased after the ragtag, the deeply flawed, the ones who ran. Which means He's chasing after us too. The sting is gone. Death didn't win. And today — this glorious, impossible morning — we get to begin again. May you live today with w...

It’s Saturday. The tomb is sealed. The guards are in position. The sheep are scattered. The light is gone. Share Your Thoughts

Before He draws His final breath… He prays. In this Holy Week reflection, we step into the final moments of Jesus—suspended between earth and heaven—where His last words are not cries of despair, but a prayer of trust: “Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit.” This episode traces that ancient prayer from Psalm 31 through the lips of Jesus on the cross, revealing a posture not just for death—but for daily living. What does it mean to entrust your life fully into the hands of God? What if s...

This is not the cry of defeat. “It is finished.” From the cross, Jesus speaks—not as one overcome, but as one who has completed the work He came to do. Every step of suffering, every moment of endurance, every ounce of obedience has led to this final declaration. The race is run. The price is paid. And what does that mean for us? It means the record of our wrongs—every failure, every hidden sin, every weight we carry—has been fully and finally settled. Not reduced. Not postponed. Not negotiat...